30-Day Blog Challenge: Day 2 - A Letter to My Crush

So, we're only on Day 2, and already I've got to spill my beans huh? lol. Here goes nothing...

To my crush,

Who would have thought for one moment that I would feel this way? I smile as I type this, because the thought of you seems to have that effect on me. When I first met you, I didn't have feelings one way or the other. You were outside the fence of my life, separated from my inner circle to dwell amongst the associates. And slowly and deliberately, you may your way not only into my front yard, but up the porch steps and into the house for a spell. I know that what I want isnt always what I need, so I do my best to escort you back out into the yard. It makes me feel safe from your charms.

Your sweetness is like honey on my lips, leaving me yearning for another taste. Your words and voice hit me in the strangest way, and make me melt. I could listen to it every minute of every day, and many times, it seems like I do. I try to stay mad at you, but we both know I cant. You frustrate me to no end sometimes. I think it's because of the secrets you keep, the inner mystery I get slight glimpses of, but never get to hear. Magnetic connection that I wish I could tear myself away from.

I feel your strength, and by being near it, feel stronger myself. Im shocked that Im brave enough to write this where you might see it, where you might then be exposed to my most raw emotions. But I doubt much of this will surprise you. In lightening speed you learned to read me like a book. You see right through me when I try my best to hide what I feel. Maybe this is the step needed to provide clarity, to give a direction to the path we're traveling. Alternating the lead role, when I'm more than happy to simply follow your lead. Follow you to the happy place, shutting the door to the outside world and enjoying the warmth.

What do you say?
Lexi