Hey you,
I know our friendship fell apart in the most ridiculous way. My world felt like it was falling apart and I didnt know what to do, say or how to react. Anger mixed with hurt clouded my vision and made me unable to accept your attempts to find a middle ground. We both know how I feel about betrayal, and I wrongly took your actions as such. I spent so much time deciding whether to relegate you to the "no mans land" of life with those who I have no care for. But I couldnt. No matter how much I tried, and how much I wanted to.
Because our friendship was sacred. Spiritual and special. A connection and light that drew us together when we bought fought it. You read my mind and I read yours. Something worth far more than petty differences. Our paths crossed for a real reason, and I apologize for allowing my hurt to keep me away from the love of a friend. I realize how difficult it was for you to reach out considering all that happened. And I realize that at this time and place, you may never extend a hand again. But I will miss you nonetheless. In this life and the next. I pray for your happiness and for God to move us in whatever direction he sees fit. Thank for you being there, even when you didnt have to be.
Missing you still,
Lexi
Monday, October 3, 2011
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