30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 11 - A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Hey Grandpa,

Im writing you a blog. It's this new thing we have thats kind of like a journal or diary on the computer. I cant even begin to describe how much I miss you. But Im sure you know because I talk to you a lot. Sometimes I sit and wait for an answer, as if you're really still here. I look over at your photo in my living room as I read this, proud that you were a strong, responsible, caring, hardworking man. Through your tough exterior, you never failed to show me affection. You always made sure that you taught me the way things should be. Remember when you taught me how to ride a bike with no training wheels? I was so excited and you were cheering me on, even though constantly running behind the bike left you winded. You left us on God's time, but it felt much too soon. You'd love my son. He's so smart, and Im sure he'd have you laughing. Sometimes I think he might not have even been here if I was still under your care when he was conceived. So I guess God gave him to me to replace you. One day you all will meet, but Ive told him lots about you. Your stern teaching has helped me stay on the straight and narrow. Even at times when I felt like a cadet in a boot camp, I knew it came from love. I miss you so much and cant wait to see you again.

Love you,
Lexi

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 10 - Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Hey,

I know you're pretty busy lately, but Im writing this message anyway. You may not ever see it, or have time enough to read it, but I just wanted to say I miss you. I miss the time we used to share, when life was easy and things were simple. I miss you knowing what I wanted to say before I even opened my mouth. The hours spent talking about any and every thing. We were so close, we had a real bond. You were one of the rare people I called, even when I didnt want anything important, and you were one of the few I didnt mind doing the same. But thats life. People move, grow, change, take on responsibilities, hobbies, and activities that then place the ones they were close to at a distance. And whether or not we ever get back to the way we were, I enjoyed every moment of laughter and fun. Friendships are like flowers, and without water, they will die. Even a cactus needs moisture. But I understand why you have had to focus on other things, and I respect you for it. So no, I may not call as often as I had before. Its out of respect for you and your time, so dont take it personally. Just continue to grow, to flourish, to do any and everything your heart desires. Because even if Im not there anymore, I will continue to cheer on your successes in my heart.

Reach for the sky,
Lexi

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

I failed miserably on doing a continuous 30 days, but some of these topics are ones I feel compelled to cover. So here goes nothing...

Dear Little Brother or Sister,

Sometimes I wonder how my life might have been different if you had been here. Having been raised as an only child meant that sometimes I was bored. Sometimes I felt alone. Sometimes I wished I had someone to talk to besides my granny. But whether or not you arrived was beyond my control. Decisions were made, and you became no more than a dream. Life isnt always easy, so you got to miss its pain. But you also missed out on the beauties of life; rainbows, falling in love, having a child, summer days, barbecue, flowers, trees, and sunshine. I wonder sometimes what your name would have been. What it would have been like to take you to the park, ride bikes, go to movies, go to carnivals and plays. I sit and wonder sometimes what it would be like to meet you. But if my beliefs hold true, one day I will get the chance.

Love you,

Your big sister