30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

I failed miserably on doing a continuous 30 days, but some of these topics are ones I feel compelled to cover. So here goes nothing...

Dear Little Brother or Sister,

Sometimes I wonder how my life might have been different if you had been here. Having been raised as an only child meant that sometimes I was bored. Sometimes I felt alone. Sometimes I wished I had someone to talk to besides my granny. But whether or not you arrived was beyond my control. Decisions were made, and you became no more than a dream. Life isnt always easy, so you got to miss its pain. But you also missed out on the beauties of life; rainbows, falling in love, having a child, summer days, barbecue, flowers, trees, and sunshine. I wonder sometimes what your name would have been. What it would have been like to take you to the park, ride bikes, go to movies, go to carnivals and plays. I sit and wonder sometimes what it would be like to meet you. But if my beliefs hold true, one day I will get the chance.

Love you,

Your big sister